Yesterday I took my boyfriends virginity. But really.. He handed it to me plain as day. He preached a godly life. Wait until you’re married to have sex. The whole shebang. I don’t know if I should feel like a stealer of innocence.. Or if I should be honored that he chose me. He loves me. He does everything perfectly.. And I don’t know what I would do without him.
Went to the bedrock eatery today
It’s a restaurant right on Lake Erie that my dad and mom love to go to. It’s not very vegetarian friendly but I like to go to see how happy they get when we are there. Today I woke up at about noon and my mom asked if I wanted to take Mark there for an early dinner. Spontaneously I asked him and he was all for it. I’m a girl of few words until you get me taking about something...
s1othtacular: Today I was at the grocery store and I was just sitting there, watching this husband and wife with their new baby. And I’m guessing the babies grandparents were with them and they were all talking and playing and were so happy. That’s when I realized how lonely I really am.
I don’t think my mother realizes that when I sleep I never intend on waking up. Dreaming is the only good part of life. It’s like being dead at night. So when she tells me I’m being selfish because I don’t want to wake up in the morning.. In a way I am. But on the other hand it’s the most selfish thing in the world to take away one of the only things in life that...