I want so badly to be pregnant. It’s crazy I know… But I don’t care. This is the life I want. My boyfriend wants kids too, but not until he can give them the world. Which I understand… But in my mind it will be fine! Everything always goes right for me. Whenever things get tough I can handle it and turn things around for the better. I am strong. I can handle having a baby...
My man is the best thing in my life. Til death do us part. Today he found out that his teacher failed him in two classes because of poor attendance. He thought I would stop loving him because he feels like he failed me. He fears that his dad will take him to boot camp when he finds out. But none of that matters in the long run. Wether it takes him 5 years instead of 4 to go to college, wether...