I have the perfect boyfriend. He is tall, blonde, handsome…
He loves me so much even though he’ll never say it.
He does everything in my best interest. If I want something he will put aside his wants to make me happy.
I feel like god sent him to me so I know what real love is like. So I can experience how it is to be treated like a lady.
No man will ever compare to him.
I know I only have a few short months left with him until we leave for college and we must separate. So I’m making the best of what I have.
This love will not be in vain.

I thought I was in the friend zone.. He kissed me.
I thought it was a one time thing.. He does it again and again.
I thought it would never go farther than that… It just did.
I thought he would stop talking to me for it.. He went bowling with me and my friends today.
I thought I would never get attached.. Oops too late.

This guy is so amazing and I don’t know how to express my feelings for him. He is perfect. I want to have him in my arms until I sleep and be in his when I wake. He never fails to surprise me. I think I’m falling in love.

He runs his long thin fingers along my legs.. Up my sides and across my back. No one has ever made me feel so aroused with a simple touch. I look into his eyes and my heart skips a beat. I lean in for a kiss and he teases me and pulls away. “you’re the worst!” I tell him. But he continues. He knows exactly what he is doing to me and he enjoys knowing that he has power over me. I sit there patiently and try not to squirm. If only I knew how to get him back. Maybe he would attack me with kisses the way I desperately need him to..

What a pair. If he doesn’t like me then I don’t know what to think. We take cute selfies together.

More to come on my other blog.

Danny got me a ring for our one year anniversary. (7 months ago)
He has been on vacation for a week and we have 2 days together then I go away for a week.
As of tomorrow I hold the record for his longest relationship(and nobody will ever beat me out).
So I am going to buy him a ring to match mine. We will be together forever and I just want him to be able to look at his ring the way I look at mine. I want our metal to clink when we make ring-finger-promises.. It may seem stupid to you, but it means the world to me.

Today I showed a few of my coworkers my promise ring. I didn’t think it was a secret but I never told all my friends or anything… I didn’t want to brag about how in love we were or how my diamond ring is so pretty.
I mean I do want to… All the time… But it’s just not me.
So I guess even after Danny and I being promised to each other for so long I can still flash the ring and relive the first day of school after he gave it to me…. I showed my best friend and my chemistry teacher asked if I got engaged over Christmas break.. Lol.
I can’t wait for camp.. So I can shock some old friends who I may have not told yet… :)

I live on an island surrounded by a river. For my friends grad party we jumped in the river!! Fun right?! No!!
Everyone went out just fine and I was a bit later so my friend and I followed them out to the old detached dock farther out in the water. As soon as I got in I was waist deep in seaweed.. I screamed “OH GOD” the entire walk out. Everyone thought I was just cold. But I was being attacked by an irrational fear. I started crying and needed to step on my boyfriends shoulders so I could get out of the water.
He was so sweet about it even though I was crying like an idiot. He picked me up and carried me the whole way back to shore. He even lifted me onto the dock so I didn’t have to touch the seaweed.
I have the best boyfriend.

My man is the best thing in my life. Til death do us part.
Today he found out that his teacher failed him in two classes because of poor attendance.
He thought I would stop loving him because he feels like he failed me.
He fears that his dad will take him to boot camp when he finds out.
But none of that matters in the long run. Wether it takes him 5 years instead of 4 to go to college, wether he goes into the military now or next year.. I am not leaving him. I love him no matter where he is in life or what kind of work he will be doing.
I think that is the difference between us and other high school sweethearts. Our love isn’t circumstantial. We will make it.

My boyfriend has decided he will go into the air force after completing two more semesters of college. I want to support him but it is difficult when I don’t know how often I’ll see him, or where he will be, or if I’ll be able to join him. Lord give me strength.

I want to fast forward, through the exams the classes, the pressure, all over. I want a new thing to stress about. A venue, a cake, flowers, a dress, life.. Let’s fast forward.